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I'm late getting this to you, [livejournal.com profile] sockich, but that does not in any way diminish the fact that you're one of my absolute favorite people I've ever "met" on LJ. You're sweet and funny and awesomely nice, and I love it every time I see you post. You and your fannish enthusiasm are among the things that make fandom a fun place to be. ♥ to infinity

So now, I give you fic! It's Spencer/Brendon, which I hope is to your liking, and porny, which I also hope is to your liking. Happy Birthday, sweetie!


Spencer's almost positive this is Pete's fault.

Plenty gets blamed on Pete because he makes it so easy, but Spencer refuses to believe Pete didn't actually plan this one.

It's his fucking club, after all. There's no way he didn't, like, tell someone, "Hey, you know what would be great? If when the guys showed up, you didn't let Spencer and Brendon in!"

Pete's evil that way.

And Spencer is fucking tired of being underage.

He glares fit to make the bouncer -- who probably has a foot and 100 pounds on him -- widen his eyes and look away studiously. But then he looks at Brendon, and Brendon looks crestfallen.

"Have a good birthday party," Brendon calls sadly after Ryan.

It's pathetic.

Spencer hates when Brendon gets pathetic, because it's like seeing Jon get pissed off -- it's just not natural.

But he mostly hates it because he deals with sad Brendon so rarely that he doesn't ever know what to do with him. Jon's much better at this kind of thing. Spencer's not good at comforting people to begin with, much less when he's disappointed himself.

He gives it a go, anyway.

"Fuck this noise," he says. It's nothing he would usually say, but Brendon thinks it's a funny phrase, so whatever.

Brendon doesn't laugh.

"Let's go somewhere else," Spencer says, pulling Brendon away from the club and down the street. There has to be someplace around here they can go.

"Where?" Brendon asks listlessly. He's actually doing the Charlie Brown walk, head down and shoulders slumped. Dear God.

"I don't know. Where do you want to go?" Spencer will be understanding and sympathetic and awesome, damn it. He will take Brendon for ice cream if he wants it, even if that means dealing with sugar-high Brendon for the rest of the night.

"I don't know. Where do you want to go?" Brendon asks back.

Spencer feels his eye twitching. Maybe he can't do this after all.

"What about bowling? You were talking about it last week."

"I suck at bowling," Brendon says.

"That's because you let Pete convince you you'd been bowling the wrong way all your life. Contrary to what he says, you don't get bonus points for getting more air time with the ball."

"Well, how'd he get a 412, then?" Brendon asks.

"Because you're gullible," Spencer answers.

Brendon doesn't say anything to that, and Spencer sighs. He didn't want to have to resort to this.

"What if I let you play with my hair?" he asks finally.

Brendon's head comes up at that. "Really?"

"No ratting it! But other than that, yeah."

"Okay," Brendon says, and Spencer can tell he's trying to keep the eagerness out of his voice. It's nearly enough to make Spencer smile.

* * *

They go to Brendon's hotel, and Spencer waits on the bed while Brendon goes into the bathroom. He comes back with a comb and some gel and hairspray.

"Turn around!" Brendon says.

Spencer complies. Brendon settles on his knees behind Spencer, and Spencer's body tenses a little because he can't help it.

It doesn't do him any good to try to steel himself, though, because then Brendon's pulling the comb through his hair lightly, and Spencer just sort of...melts. He has a weakness, okay? He can't help it.

"I wish I had some rubber bands," Brendon says.

Spencer means to ask him why, what he would do with rubber bands -- though he has a pretty good idea, and pigtails would look retarded on him -- but then the comb is gone, and Brendon's smoothing his fingers through Spencer's hair, and Spencer really doesn't need for his voice to come out all breathy and embarrassing, so he decides quiet is good.

"You have such soft hair," Brendon says, and his voice is quieter, more intimate with how close they are. His thumbs brush behind Spencer's ears and Spencer might shiver a little.

And yes, this is why he didn't want to have to resort to this. Because Spencer always gets sort of turned on when people play with his hair, but when Brendon does it, he gets this content, odd sort of focus that he doesn't have all that often, and it's kind of hot. Before, whenever Brendon would plead with Spencer to do this until Spencer gave in, Spencer had never let Brendon do this anywhere but in public, where there were people and distractions and reasons for Spencer to keep himself from getting hard. Not so now. Thus, Spencer should have thought of something better to cheer Brendon up. But okay, maybe he was being a little selfish, too, because he likes this, likes it a lot, and can't exactly ask for it.

Brendon's fingers are assured but gentle in his hair, and suddenly he's tugging on it rhythmically, which nearly makes Spencer gasp until Spencer realizes Brendon is braiding his hair. French braiding it, even.

"You've got to be kidding me," he groans. "Ryan turns 21 and we turn what? Twelve?"

"You're going to be a pretty, pretty princess," Brendon says, and Spencer can hear the grin.

"I already am pretty," Spencer says. It's a stupid thing to say and he knows it, but his brain has kind of gone M.I.A. with Brendon's fingers brushing the back of his neck like that.

"Yes, you are," Brendon says, and it's in that quiet, focused voice, minus the grin. Brendon drags his fingers back through Spencer's hair, undoing what he'd just braided. He keeps them threading softly through the strands long after, though.

Spencer might lean into the touch, just a little.

"You like that?" Brendon asks, and okay, Spencer isn't reading into that. That is sex voice right there.

"Mmm," Spencer tries to murmur noncommittally. It doesn't sound noncommittal.

Brendon laughs quietly and twists Spencer's hair around his fingers, tugging lightly.

"I like it, too," Brendon says, close now, lips brushing against Spencer's ear.

Spencer lets his head bow back, baring his neck to Brendon when he kisses below Spencer's ear.

Brendon's lips trail down Spencer's neck, soft and slow and hot, until he gets to the collar of Spencer's shirt. His fingers are still firm against Spencer's scalp.

"You're taking advantage of my weakness," Spencer says dazedly.

Brendon pulls away entirely, and Spencer twists around, annoyed, to see Brendon looking thoughtful. "Is it taking advantage if you want it?" Brendon asks. "Because I could say you're taking advantage of my fragile emotional state by tossing your hair around and moaning at me, but that would be a big huge lie."

Spencer would totally say something about how he doesn't "toss his hair around" ever, but then Brendon's pressing his mouth to Spencer's, and Spencer would rather do that than argue anyway.

They kiss until they're both breathless, Brendon's fingers back in Spencer's hair, until Brendon flops back on the bed, arms open wide, and says, "Take advantage of me, Spencer!" and laughs.

He stops laughing when Spencer goes down onto his elbows between Brendon's legs and reaches for the button and zipper of Brendon's jeans. Suddenly, Brendon's sucking in air and saying, "Oh, shit, really? Fucking awesome."

Spencer smirks a little, but he thinks Brendon probably doesn't notice. He doesn't bother pulling Brendon's jeans or underwear off; he just gets them down enough so he can get at Brendon's cock, already hard just from them kissing, and Spencer can't wait to see how responsive he'll be.

He mouths at Brendon's cock lightly, licking across the head and down the shaft, keeping one hand firm on Brendon's hip because he just knows -- and yep, there go Brendon's hips, trying to push up. Spencer holds tight, keeps him down. Brendon whines in his throat, and Spencer takes mercy on him, lowering his head and taking him in.

He sucks softly -- too softly, he knows -- and goes down further. His eyes are closed, so he reaches blindly with his free hand, fumbling across the sheets until he finds one of Brendon's hands. He grips Brendon's wrist, guiding him down until he can get Brendon's hand resting against the back of his head. He hums around Brendon's cock, and Brendon tightens his fingers in Spencer's hair, tugging just a little, then pushing down even more tentatively.

Spencer moans and takes Brendon in deeper. Brendon scratches his fingernails against Spencer's scalp, almost approvingly, like scratching a dog behind the ears. Then he takes hold, brings his other hand into it, actually pulling at Spencer's hair now. Not too hard to hurt, but enough to make heat curl through Spencer's body. Brendon pushes Spencer down, and Spencer takes him in as deep as he can, jaw aching and scalp tingling.

Spencer lets go then, lets Brendon take charge, and it's perfect. Brendon's tugging just hard enough and pushing just deep enough, and Spencer almost whines himself when Brendon pulls him off, holds him back with one hand wrapped in Spencer's hair while Brendon shifts his other hand to jerk himself off fast and rough until he's spilling across his own stomach.

"Brendon," Spencer says, and Brendon lets go of his hair, lets Spencer get his jeans down and out of the way, then scramble until he's straddling one of Brendon's legs, cock sliding against Brendon's skin, feeling the slickness of Brendon's come. Then Spencer's kissing Brendon, and Brendon opens his mouth for Spencer, lets him in and lets him drive his hips against him, rubbing down harder and faster.

Brendon's tongue fucks into Spencer's mouth, and his hand is there, jerking Spencer's hair roughly, and Spencer gasps into Brendon's mouth and comes against Brendon's stomach.

It takes Spencer a long time to get his breath back.

"That, I'm pretty sure," Brendon says when Spencer's finally starting to get some feeling back in his toes, "is what you might call a kink."

Spencer can't be bothered to talk. "Mph." It's the closest he's going to get for now.

"Hey, you wanna go again?" Brendon asks. Spencer can hear the smile -- Operation Cheer Brendon Up successful, then -- and feel Brendon already getting hard again.

So okay, yes, there are definite advantages to youth.






ETA: I know there are a lot of graphically talented Photoshop masters on LJ, a few of whom are on my flist, even. [livejournal.com profile] mlyn posted on her journal about what might be a great working opportunity for one of you! Y'all should check it out.

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Date: 2007-09-12 09:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sockich.livejournal.com
"I don't know. Where do you want to go?" Spencer will be understanding and sympathetic and awesome, damn it. He will take Brendon for ice cream if he wants it, even if that means dealing with sugar-high Brendon for the rest of the night.

This is where I gave up pretending I have any dignity and started making gleeful noises while bouncing on my chair.

It only got worse from then on.

Just. Spencer letting Brendon play with his hair! TO CHEER HIM UP (and because he likes it, too, but shhhh). And then! French braiding! Pretty, pretty princess!

And this...

"Because I could say you're taking advantage of my fragile emotional state by tossing your hair around and moaning at me, but that would be a big huge lie."

and then the hot!!!!! and then the ending and and! LOVE! So much love!

Thank you so, so much, darling! ♥ ♥ ♥

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Date: 2007-09-13 05:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Eee! I'm so happy you liked it! I wrote it on the fly last night after work, and when I went to bed I realized I hadn't actually gotten Spencer's pants out of the way before he climbed on top of Brendon. Ahahaha! Talk about tired! I was so glad I got to fix it before you read! ♥

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Date: 2007-09-13 01:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] never-walk.livejournal.com
"You've got to be kidding me," he groans. "Ryan turns 21 and we turn what? Twelve?"

"You're going to be a pretty, pretty princess," Brendon says, and Spencer can hear the grin.

"I already am pretty," Spencer says.


I love you. I love you a lot.

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Date: 2007-09-13 06:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Hee! ♥ Spencer doesn't need any help to be the prettiest in all of bandom, I am sure you will agree!

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Date: 2007-09-13 11:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlintheband.livejournal.com
"You have such soft hair," Brendon says, and his voice is quieter, more intimate with how close they are. His thumbs brush behind Spencer's ears and Spencer might shiver a little.

I think this was the bit where I melted into a rather large puddle. Nghhh. My god.

He stops laughing when Spencer goes down onto his elbows between Brendon's legs and reaches for the button and zipper of Brendon's jeans. Suddenly, Brendon's sucking in air and saying, "Oh, shit, really? Fucking awesome."

Also, I fucking love your characterisation of Brendon. <333

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Date: 2007-09-14 08:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Nawww, thank you! Sometimes I feel bad because of the way I write Brendon; like, I know that he's a person who has bad days and can't always be bouncy and happy, but it's so much fun writing him like that. So I'm glad you liked it; that's reassuring.

I'm pretty sure I need to write a fic where I don't take the easy route with him, though, you know what I mean?

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Date: 2007-09-14 09:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlintheband.livejournal.com
Hmm, I know what you mean, but I don't really get the impression that your Brendon is like that, you know? I think you've written him with a bit more depth than you give yourself credit for, to be honest.

That said, I do love fics that focus on an exploration of Brendon's character. I could name quite a few like this, actually. They're some of my favourites.

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Date: 2007-09-16 05:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
I guess it's just my insecurity showing through. I always worry that I'm making my characters flat and relying on the fannish ideas of them too much.

And YES, I love fic that shows a different Brendon than I'm used to seeing and does it well. I'm determined to write one. I have a bunny; I just need time and inspiration. :)

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Date: 2007-09-14 03:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] withoutmaps.livejournal.com
I, um, don't actually remember how I got here, but I'm way glad I did! This is. God, this is hot and fantastic and just. I love your Spencer and this:

Brendon pulls away entirely, and Spencer twists around, annoyed, to see Brendon looking thoughtful. "Is it taking advantage if you want it?" Brendon asks. "Because I could say you're taking advantage of my fragile emotional state by tossing your hair around and moaning at me, but that would be a big huge lie."

I love that Brendon is sweet and kind of playful, but he's smart and he knows how to get to Spencer. Guh. Awesome <3

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Date: 2007-09-16 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Why, thank you! This was a lovely and unexpected piece of feedback to get, and I really appreciate your letting me know you enjoyed. :)

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Date: 2007-09-15 09:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamtheenemy.livejournal.com
Oh, this was fantastic, especially because I too have a weakness for people playing with my hair. Best feeling ever.

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Date: 2007-09-16 05:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Thanks! And God, YES. I love it when people play with my hair. I want my own personal hairdresser to wash my hair for me and style it and give me scalp massages and stuff!

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Date: 2007-09-16 07:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keeplistening.livejournal.com
"Well, how'd he get a 412, then?" Brendon asks.
!!! Brendon!

Brendon/Spencer is my faaaavorite and I loved this! (Spencer really does have awesome, awesome hair. Also? I really, really hope that's what Spencer and Brendon were doing instead of Ryan's party. :D )

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Date: 2007-09-21 08:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
That's my reaction to Brendon a lot: "Oh, BRENDON!" It's often accompanied by a lot of <333333

I do so love Spencer/Brendon, too, and I'm so pleased you enjoyed it! Thank you for telling me!

You know, I particularly liked Spencer's hair just after he'd gotten it cut short; it looked so SOFT and HEALTHY! And I would be only too thrilled if this is what they did instead of party with Ryan. :D

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Date: 2007-09-25 01:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] warmingweather.livejournal.com
This was really sweet and so, so hot. Not to mention hilarious (412? Oh, Bden &hearts) I've been wanting someone to write a story about how Spencer and Brendon entertained themselves during Ryan's party. A completely enjoyable read.

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Date: 2007-09-25 03:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
I've been wanting someone to write a story about how Spencer and Brendon entertained themselves during Ryan's party.

Exactly! Hearing that they couldn't get in made me feel like a jerk, because I wasn't thinking to myself, "Awww, poor boys! They didn't get to go to Ryan's party!" It made me think, "Hmmmm, I wonder what they did instead?" Ahahaha!

And thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed.

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Date: 2007-09-25 02:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adellyna.livejournal.com
Oh man. Hair pulling. Hair pulling. *flails* NNNNNGH.

You want decent feedback? WRITE SOMETHING LESS HOT SO I HAVE A BRAIN LEFT AFTER, OK?

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Date: 2007-09-25 03:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
I feel there should be more hair-pulling happening in bandom. For some reason, the first idea that came to mind after this one still involves Brendon and Spencer, though with their positions reversed.

They'd be fighting on the bus -- sort of playfighting, but at least a little bit serious. Spencer would chase Brendon from the front lounge to the back, and Spencer would trip Brendon up, get him down on his stomach on the floor and hold him there. Brendon would try to fight his way back up, but he wouldn't be able to do much with Spencer on top of him, he could only try to jab Spencer with sharp elbows. He'd get Spencer, though, right in the stomach, and Spencer wouldn't even think about it; he'd grab Brendon's hair in one fist, wrap it tight around his fingers, and jerk Brendon's head back.

The moan would break loose from Brendon completely against his will, but GOD, it would be so hot. Spencer would freeze at first, feeling Brendon panting underneath him, then tighten his fingers just a little more, tug Brendon until his neck was bent back just that much further. Brendon would squirm beneath him, gasping, and Spencer would push his hips against Brendon's ass and growl a little when Brendon spread his legs for him.

He'd pull Brendon's hair hard enough, make him turn his head to the side. They'd kiss over Brendon's shoulder.

...I think it'd be pretty hot. :D

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Date: 2007-09-25 09:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlintheband.livejournal.com
Jesus fucking Christ. I know that comment wasn't even directed at me, but. *claps hand over mouth, muffles whimpers*

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Date: 2007-09-25 07:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
No, dude, it can be directed at the WORLD! Because I would so dearly love to read more hair-pulling porn. God, can you even IMAGINE? I find in-control Spencer and willing bottom Brendon hot like BURNING.

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Date: 2007-11-11 12:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] catamacat.livejournal.com
Oh my god. I'm jumping in here when I haven't even commented on the story (which I'm coming back to for read #4, btw) to say I love this fandom. Also this scenario. And you. No, seriously. Nnnh.

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Date: 2007-11-16 09:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
*g* It's so awesome to know that you liked this enough to come back and give it another read. Thank you! (And I'm totally writing this, BTW. Or, I've started it, anyway, and plan to finish it...eventually.)

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Date: 2007-09-28 01:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] journeykid.livejournal.com
"That, I'm pretty sure," Brendon says when Spencer's finally starting to get some feeling back in his toes, "is what you might call a kink."
ohhhhh ♥

i loved reading this.

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Date: 2007-09-29 03:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Oh, thank you! I appreciate your letting me know you enjoyed. :)

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Date: 2007-10-03 02:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ethrosdemon.livejournal.com
This is totally made of awesome and ponies and black black skies with bright stars.

This is ridiculously hot. The last bit with B being smug is just icing, but wonderful buttercream.

Fabulous.

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Date: 2007-10-04 04:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Ponies! Oh, MAN. I think Brendon would approve of that, if not of this fic. :)

And thank you so much for letting me know you enjoyed it. I enjoy pretty much anything with these boys and/or hair-pulling.

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Date: 2007-10-03 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fixme-in-45.livejournal.com
wow thank you for linking me back to this. i loved it.I did decide to write my first fic after reading yours. my inspiration being a hot picture of pete being pinned down on a bed and being kissed by ryan ross.I'll have to see where it goes.

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Date: 2007-10-04 04:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Man, that's awesome that you've got inspiration to write! The first fic is SO exhilarating and SO MUCH FUN, so I hope you enjoy it. And man, I'm pretty sure there isn't much better inspiration than Ryan pinning Pete. !!! DAMN.

Anyway, I'm glad you liked this, too! Mmmm, Brendon/Spencer.

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Date: 2007-10-15 01:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] geneli4.livejournal.com
oh! *flails* so hot!

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Date: 2007-10-15 09:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Hee! Thank you! I, uh, have a bit of a fondness for hair-pulling (and Spencer and Brendon, obviously), so. :D

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Date: 2007-10-27 10:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gobsmackit.livejournal.com
I've read this like 4 times since you posted it and haven't commented yet; what is wrong with me?! It's first-time Brendon/Spencer and it's hot and adorable and there's HAIRTUGGING. THE PERFECT FIC? I THINK SO.

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Date: 2007-11-16 09:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Meep! I'm so late getting back to you, but I really appreciate your feedback. I'm so glad you enjoyed it enough to read it multiple times, and as always am glad to see another fan of hairpulling! There should be SO MUCH MORE, MY GOD. But yes, thank you!

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Date: 2007-12-06 07:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xanphibian.livejournal.com
This is MADE OF AWESOME.

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Date: 2007-12-14 12:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Whee, thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed!

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Date: 2008-04-24 06:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anoneknewmoose.livejournal.com
So I just came across this and...guh. GUH. Hairpulling. Awesome.

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Date: 2008-04-25 07:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Thank you! I loooooove hairpulling and am glad to hear of others who share my love! Yay!

You know what else I approve of? Your ICON! Bob = WIN. It's just a fact.

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Date: 2008-04-25 02:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anoneknewmoose.livejournal.com
That is a true statement! So true.

And hey, you're also a Texas girl who likes Bob and hairpulling? We should so be friends. *friends you

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Date: 2008-04-24 10:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stephanometra.livejournal.com
Motherfucking guh.

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Date: 2008-04-25 07:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
:D Thanks! I am relieved your mood does not match your icon, because then I would have to hide from you forever.

...Those dolls are AWESOME, though. I totally have one! Or, um, six or seven if you count the progressively smaller ones individually. *shrugs*

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Date: 2008-04-25 01:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stephanometra.livejournal.com
HERE HAVE ANOTHER CREEPY ICON.

I wish that doll existed as an actual doll, dude. I'd buy like ten of them. She's press material for the Museum of Communism in Prague! I may or may not have visited said museum solely because of the posters with her on them. >.> Or the other posters that had teddy bears with Kalashnikovs.

Oh, Praha. You so silly.