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You know what I want right now? Fic where Spencer's always been a girl, and she and Ryan still grew up best friends, and their friendship would still be basically the same as I usually imagine it was.


Ryan would still sneak in through her window some nights and end up sleeping in her bed, but it wouldn't be a big deal. Not until the time Spencer's period starts during the night and some blood gets on the sheets, and they would both be so embarrassed, right? Only Ryan would be an asshole and laugh at her because what else is he going to do? She would punch him in the arm, and he would sneak back out, and both of them would mostly forget about it.

But then Spencer would come home from school, and her mom would be waiting, Spencer's sheets clean and folded on the sofa next to her.

"I heard Ryan in your room this morning," she would say, and Spencer would be confused because who cares, right? Her mom's never minded before.

But then her mom would ask, "Are you having sex with him?"

Spencer would turn red and tell her no, no, God, he's her best friend. It was her period, that's all. Spencer wouldn't tell her mom, but she's still a virgin, and just. No. Ryan wouldn't, anyway, even if Spencer wanted it.

(Then blah, blah, more stuff happens, whatever. I just want to get to the good part, so pretend I came up with some cool plotty stuff here.)

Aaaanyway, prom time rolls around and Spencer sort of wants to go, but she pretends she doesn't, because it's not like she has anyone to go with, anyway. Only, like, Ryan knows her, and he sees the way she looks at the prom dresses when they go to the mall to buy a birthday present for one of Spencer's sisters. So he stops her mid-stride, fingers around her wrist, and he asks her if she'll go with him, and he won't let her get embarrassed and lie about not wanting to go.

She's silent for a long time, won't give him an answer, and he turns to the dresses and looks for a minute. Finally, he picks up one of them -- black and mauve, soft and flowing, nothing like anything he's ever seen Spencer wear -- and he says, "I think you would look pretty in this."

Spencer would bite her lip, because that's not. That's not what they do, that's not something Ryan should be saying to her, but he asks her, says, "Try it on?" She does, and God, God, he's never looked at her the way he does when she steps back out of the dressing room.

She says yes.

She says yes, and he takes her to prom. They skip the corsage and the boutonniere and the pictures by the fireplace, but Ryan holds her hand when they walk in together, and his fingers press against the bare skin of her back when they dance, and his eyelashes brush her cheek when he leans in and kisses her in the car -- it's not even when he's dropping her off, but as soon as they get in the car to leave.

They go to Ryan's. It's nothing they'd planned, but when they pull up outside, Spencer follows Ryan in, follows him to his room, both of them trying to be quiet. They both try so hard to be quiet, even when Ryan unzips Spencer's dress and Spencer's fumbling with Ryan's suit, even when Ryan pushes her dress off and down, and all she's wearing is her heels and pretty underwear and a matching strapless bra. Her shoulders are bare, and Ryan can't resist kissing them, even though Spencer's still trying to get him undressed.

Eventually he steps back and helps her, until they're both just in their underwear, and it only gets awkward then, when they make it to Ryan's bed. It's Ryan's bed, and they've lain on it together so many times before, but never anything like this. Spencer takes a deep breath and pulls Ryan down on top of her, bringing his hands to the clasp of her bra.

Ryan's hands are shaking, but he gets it open, and she doesn't even have time to think, to blush, before he's ducking down and taking one nipple into his mouth, sucking softy, and her hands fly to the back of his head, fingers threading through his hair so she can hold him there.

It's tentative and it's awkward at first, but finally they're both naked, and Ryan is so much heavier than Spencer ever would have imagined.

Ryan has condoms. He's never had to use them before, but he's been hoping he'd need them. He can't keep his hands steady enough to get one open, but then Spencer's taking it from him, and her fingernails make it a little easier, maybe, because she gets it open. Then she's touching him, helping him roll on the condom, and his breath stutters hotly against her neck.

She spreads her legs wider for him, pushes her hips up a little, and he gets it. But, like, he knows she needs to be wet so it'll be easier, so it won't hurt as much. He considers going down on her, but he hasn't done that before, either, so he settles for kissing her and trailing his fingers down until they're between her thighs.

Spencer shivers when he touches her. His fingers slip easily between her folds, because he doesn't need to worry about getting her wet. She has been, and she's ready, but then Ryan's thumb brushes her clit, almost incidentally, and she's glad Ryan's still kissing her, because his mouth muffles the sound of her cry.

It does hurt some, when Ryan lines himself up and starts to push inside. Spencer digs her fingernails into his back and tries not to bite down on his shoulder too hard. They're trying to be silent, but Ryan's inside her. It feels so good for him, because she's slick and hot around him, and her breasts are pressed against his chest, and he could do this forever, except for the part where he's going to come any second because it does feel so good.

Spencer's having just as much trouble staying quiet, because Ryan is trying to be silent, but he's making these soft, low sounds of pleasure, and she feels overheated and full, and there's a sweet ache already, in her thighs and where he's stretching her open.

Ryan doesn't last very long. Spencer feels it when his hips jerk unevenly, and he goes still above her, head thrown back. She tightens her thighs around him, gasping, because she made Ryan come. She wants to cry, almost, when he pulls out.

Ryan throws the condom away and looks up at her through his hair. "Did you?" he asks.

She bites her lip and shakes her head, and her hands are limp at her sides now that they can't find purchase on his back. She doesn't know what to do with them; she wants to touch herself, she wants to get off, but Ryan is watching, and she's already so naked, not just literally, and she can't.

"Can I?" Ryan asks. He touches her thigh lightly, and she arches into the touch, lets her body speak for her.

He touches her again, sliding a finger inside. But she's already feeling a little tender there, and really? That's not going to do her much good right now. "Ryan," she breathes. "Ryan." He looks at her, and she touches the back of his hand. "No. Like this."

She twines their fingers together and brings them up, presses his fingers until they find her clit. "Ah, there," she says, jerking a little at the callused slide of his fingertips.

She keeps her hand on his, directing his movements at first. Her eyes flutter shut, but she forces them back open so she can see his face. He's staring down at where he's touching her, fingers working between her legs, and he looks focused and flushed when his other hand pulls hers away so he's the only one touching her now. Their eyes meet when Ryan brings her fingers to his mouth. He sucks them in, one at a time, licking the wetness off of them and sucking softly, and she wants to moan, but her voice is caught in her chest, can't come out.

Then Ryan starts rubbing her clit a little harder, a little faster, and Spencer falls apart. Ryan keeps rubbing, softer now, even as she keens and comes, shaking. He keeps touching her until she closes her thighs on his hand and makes him stop.

Ryan leaves his hand between her legs and kisses her until she pushes him away. "I have to get back home," she says. "You know how mad my mom is going to be?"

Ryan doesn't, actually, because Spencer never told him how upset she'd seemed when she thought Spencer and Ryan were having sex. But he helps Spencer get dressed again, tries to help her fix her hair, but that's pretty much a lost cause. He only stops her a few times to kiss her and touch all the new skin he isn't used to seeing before she covers it back up.

He drives her back home and kisses her one last time at the door and then gets the fuck out of there, because the living room light is still on, and he actually is kind of afraid of Spencer's mom if she finds out what happened.

When Ryan gets home, the sheets smell like Spencer, smell like sex. But that's not why he washes them the next morning. Spencer bled, a little.




So yeah, apparently that's what comes out when I sit down to work on challenge/exchange fic. Way to be productive in a completely non-productive way, self!

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Date: 2007-11-19 08:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] warmingweather.livejournal.com
This is so, so, so, so awkwardly and sweetly hot. It seriously hits, like, every kink I have: always-a-girl Spencer, best friend sex, platonic sleeping leading to something more. UGH I ADORE THIS TO BITS &hearts &hearts &hearts

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Date: 2007-11-19 08:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Yay, thanks! I LOVE it when I find something that has a lot of my kinks, so I'm glad to hear this had so many of yours. And I must say, platonic sleeping that leads to more? Totally one of my favorite things in the history of the world.

And I'm glad to hear I'm not the only one who likes this idea. I just. I want a whole UNIVERSE around these two. (And OMG, this is so weird, because I just realized this is the first time I've ever written explicit het sex. !!!)

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Date: 2007-11-19 08:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] warmingweather.livejournal.com
Um, hi, I like that universe and would sort of like to live inside it. If, for instance, you ever felt the desire to write about the next time they saw each other, and Ryan ended up going down on Spencer, I would TOTALLY approve. *g*

Yay for explicit het sex! *twirls* Possibly my favorite thing ever.

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Date: 2007-11-19 08:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
This just might end up being that universe that I could sit down and write snippets of whenever I'm jonesing for it. *sighs* Too bad there's other fic that I actually NEED to be writing.

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Date: 2007-11-19 11:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlintheband.livejournal.com
I just have to get this out of the way, ok. I AM OBSESSED WITH GIRL!SPENCER ATM. So, so obsessed. I've written like, five things with girl!Spencer recently , god.

It's the little lines like Ryan has condoms. He's never had to use them before, but he's been hoping he'd need them. that make this perfect. Looove.

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Date: 2007-11-19 08:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
♥ Thank you, Kate.

And if you've written five things, where the heck are you hiding them? *checks your writing journal, comes up empty-handed, makes gimme hands* Because, like, I would LOVE to read any of that. :D

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Date: 2007-11-19 09:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlintheband.livejournal.com
Weeeellll... A lot of it is dirty filthy porn, so. *waves hands about vaguely* Haha. There is one piece which I suspect will see the light of day soon though. :D

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Date: 2007-11-20 01:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
I look forward to that day, whenever it may be! (Oh, and dude, telling me that a lot of it is dirty filthy porn in no way makes me NOT want to read it. :D)

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Date: 2007-11-19 02:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] saturnalia.livejournal.com
Girl Spencer is fast becoming one of my favourite things ever, seriously. Oh man, this is wonderful.

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Date: 2007-11-19 08:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Thank you! And man, I have to agree; Girl!Spencer is just, like, OMG. I don't even KNOW. But I love her.

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Date: 2007-11-19 03:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com
*___*

Um, yes. Yes. That's all I got. safdksdjf

(What IS it with all of us coming up with AMAZING SHIT INSTEAD OF WHAT WE SHOULD BE WRITING??)

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Date: 2007-11-19 08:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
N'awww, starry eyes! Thanks! :)

(And I swear, it comes part and parcel with challenges/exchanges. The minute you really need to buckle down and write those fics, all these ideas you'd RATHER write come crawling out of the woodwork!)

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Date: 2007-11-19 05:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 3jane.livejournal.com
Mmmmmmmm.

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Date: 2007-11-19 08:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Right? I think I could read, like, 100,000 words of girl!Spencer/Ryan awakening to each other and experimenting and still want more. Ngh.

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Date: 2007-11-19 09:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] withoutmaps.livejournal.com
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So, um. More please? Girl!Spencer/Ryan is fast becoming one of my favorite things ever. And this is totally every single thing I love about the relationship. \o/

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Date: 2007-11-20 01:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Whee, thank you! I'm glad you liked it. And I definitely might end up revisiting these two, just as soon as I get my deadline fics out of the way. :)

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Date: 2007-11-20 05:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arsenicjade.livejournal.com
I think you have a kink you didn't so much mention, hm? *smirks* Oh man, the way Ryan reads Spencer wanting to go to the prom? Folds me into little tiny bits of joy.

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Date: 2007-11-20 08:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
JUST ONE? Because, like, there's awkward, first-time sex; there's Ryan topping (kind of a gimme when he's with a girl, but still!); there's trying to be quiet when having sex; and there's OVERSTIMULATION when Ryan keeps touching Spencer after she's come (OKAY, I might be a REALLY big fan of overstimulation). All things of which I am a fan! But, uh, what kink were you thinking of? :D

And n'awww, I adore the idea of Ryan noticing that. Just. *makes ridiculous sound of joy* YOU bring me ridiculous amounts of joy, too, y'know. *hugs*
Edited Date: 2007-11-20 08:45 am (UTC)

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Date: 2007-11-21 03:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arsenicjade.livejournal.com
Oh, overstimulation, that's one of my favorites. I forgot about that one. Glee!

(Funnily enough, I was talking about genderswitch/het, but yes, all of those, too. *g*)

Not as much joy as you bring me. HAH.

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Date: 2007-11-22 07:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
I lovelovelove overstimulation. Someone playing with a guy's cock after he's come and it's so sensitive? Someone continuing to suck someone's cock or rub their clit when they're moaning from too much? YES, PLEASE.

(Ahaha, yeah, that would be a kink, too. Hee, way to overlook the obvious, me!)

AT LEAST AS MUCH, DUDE. *crosses arms with finality*

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Date: 2007-11-26 02:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arsenicjade.livejournal.com
Hm, we'll see about that. *raises eyebrow in challenge*

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Date: 2007-11-20 05:54 am (UTC)
ext_41364: (feeling as good as lovers can)
From: [identity profile] disarm-d.livejournal.com
OH MY GOD, RYAN AND ALWAYS-A-GIRL SPENCER ARE MY FAAAAAVORITE. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I COULD SEE IT GOING WITH THEM. A MILLION MORE WORDS OF THIS, PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE.

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Date: 2007-11-20 08:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
How are they so awesome, Laura? I don't even KNOW! They're just...they sort of make me a pile of MUSH like no other pairing does. And if I didn't have challenge/exchange fic stuff to write and a billion other ideas, I think I would write them forever and ever. ♥ ♥ ♥

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Date: 2007-11-20 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sockich.livejournal.com
PLZ TO BE PRODUCTIVE IN THESE KINDS OF NON-PRODUCTIVE WAYS LOTS AND LOTS MORE IN THE FUTURE K?

♥ ♥ ♥

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Date: 2007-11-22 07:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
No joke, right? This is the easiest I've been able to get an idea down into words in AGES. And yesterday I started thinking about how Ryan mostly took charge here, and I want to explore the next time they're together. Spencer would want to take some time to get used to Ryan's body, touching his hips and his cock, getting used to the feel of him in her hand and in her mouth. GOD, I want to write about the first time Spencer sucks Ryan's cock. She would TOTALLY try it before he would get the chance to go down on her. NGH. *flails* Girl!Spencer/Ryan sort of owns me right now, no lie.

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Date: 2007-11-22 09:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sockich.livejournal.com
*EXPLODES HEARTS ALL OVER YOU*

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Date: 2008-01-01 06:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] overloved.livejournal.com
that's fantastic, and i friended you.

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Date: 2008-01-01 06:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Anyone who likes girl!Spencer/Ryan is a friend of mine. Unless you're like, Hitler Jr. In which case not so much. :D Glad you liked it!

P.S. Ahaha, your icon! I love how terrible Spencer's posture is! <33333

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Date: 2008-01-23 05:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] softlyforgotten.livejournal.com
Um, hi! This may be a little bit weird - I came back here to reread Like A Magic 8 Ball (which I do periodically, as it's fabulous) and clicked on your fic tag, and found this. Which is also amazing, but the thing is, I just recently got the idea of writing a girl!Spencer/Ryan best friends fic with things like prom involved and stuff, and I really don't want it to be like I'm copying you in any way, so I thought I'd let you know? And if you'd rather I didn't, I'd be happy to stop writing it.

So! (Also, this really is gorgeous, and hot, and amazingly lovely and intimate. ♥)

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Date: 2008-01-24 10:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
OH MY GOD, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? There's no chance in HELL I'm going to let you stop writing it! Because if you write it, that means I get to READ it! *squeals happily* Because me? I have this ridiculous soap opera-esque plot in my head for how this universe would evolve, but the likelihood of me writing it is incredibly slim. So I'm GIDDY at the prospect of such a fic existing. I'm sending so many encouraging vibes your way that I can't EVEN. My only demand is that when you post it, you MUST send me a link to it!

And thanks so much for your lovely words about this and Magic 8 Ball. I'm totally smiling that it's one you like enough to go back and re-read. :)
Edited Date: 2008-01-24 10:21 am (UTC)

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Date: 2008-01-24 11:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] softlyforgotten.livejournal.com
\:D/ Oh man, I'm so glad! I'm kind of ridiculously excited about it (there's like seven private posts on my LJ of me rambling on to myself about what's going to happen) and YAY. It's kind of incredibly melodramatic in my head too and I want to give it some sort of seriousness but then I'll be plotting it out and suddenly go WHAT IF HE BOUGHT HER HER FIRST CAR WHAT THEN HEY!!! And wow, started rambling, sorry! :D

It cracks me up, every time. Whenever I have a bad day, seriously, I have to zip back and find it. ♥

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Date: 2008-01-25 09:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Car = car sex! Wheeee! Or maybe that's just where my mind goes. I cannot tell you HOW excited I am to hear that you're writing this. And with melodrama? EVEN BETTER. It'd be a guilty pleasure for me if I had guilty pleasures in fic. But lo, apparently I am shameless!

(Seriously, my "plot" included Ryan and Spencer having a lot of experimental sex together in Ryan's room after school. But then Ryan's dad would come home early from work one day when they're in Ryan's room, door locked, and he'd find out about them. Then he'd tell Spencer's parents, and they'd freak because Spencer clearly lied about sleeping with Ryan, and now they think they can't trust her. So they're both in a load of trouble, and their parents don't want them hanging out together alone anymore, and it's all Romeo and Juliet, except without the suicide! It'd be SO ridiculous and SO awesome...If I'd written it. :D Hey, look who else likes to ramble!)

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Date: 2008-01-25 10:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] softlyforgotten.livejournal.com
skgjskjghsg EXACTLY YES. Sorry, I'm getting all a-flail on you. I think it's going to turn out to be the "what I'd like to happen if Ryan Ross was my best friend" fic but I plan to have a lot of fun along the way. :D

(Dude! I really want that fic to be in my life, sigh. Everything needs a little more experimental sex in my opinion! Especially if it's awkward best-friend virgin sex. *grin*)

Would you mind if I friended you? I can't promise I won't use you mercilessly to ramble with, but I could try and be normal sometimes!

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Date: 2008-01-25 08:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
There is no need for apologies when you're getting all a-flail about something so inherently flail-worthy! (And YES, I understand approaching it from the if-Ryan-were-my-best-friend angle. There's a reason why genderswitch is so popular in this fandom, and no one's going to convince me it's not at least partly because it's a more acceptable way of Mary Sueing ourselves.)

(I want to have written that fic. I just don't want to have to actually write it. Experimental sex is FTW all on its own, but then you throw in the switch from best friends to something more, with them learning together, and what's not to love?)

And friend away! I have friended you as well, as you are CLEARLY awesome and have an amazing brain. But don't worry about trying to be normal for my sake! Normal is overrated, anyway.

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Date: 2008-01-26 11:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] softlyforgotten.livejournal.com
(Ahaha, yes! I've never thought of it that way, but I don't think I'm gonna be able to read genderswitch anymore without giggling at least a little bit.)

(Urgh, yeah, I know what you mean. I still think if someone offered me superpowers it would be a hard choice between flying or being able to create fully-formed, well-written fics just from thinking of them.)

♥! Now I have to grin stupidly and scuff the ground with my toes, awh.

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Date: 2008-02-18 04:54 pm (UTC)
ext_9643: (RYAN)
From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
so, um, i don't how the hell i missed this, but IT WAS AWESOME. i kind of adore girl!spencer way too much to be healthy and first times and bff-to-more and pretty much what everyone else has already said.

i would not be opposed to more of this universe. like, at all. :D


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Date: 2008-02-19 07:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Wow, thank you! This is kind of ridiculously revealing of my kinks because I'm REALLY into girl!Spencer myself (so pretty!), and I love the evolution of bffs to more and first times, too! There's totally more of this universe in my head, but whether it ever comes out on paper? I don't know. But the good news is that [livejournal.com profile] softlyforgotten is working on a fic with girl!Spencer/Ryan and HS shenanigans that sounds like it's going to be AMAZING.
Edited Date: 2008-02-19 07:33 am (UTC)

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Date: 2008-03-14 04:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] luna-k.livejournal.com
I just found this thru [livejournal.com profile] stepps new genderswap masterlist and had to leave you a comment saying how much I enjoyed it. Yay awkward fumbling first times between best friends! And I can never say no to girl!Spencer.

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Date: 2008-05-27 08:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Whoops! Sorry I totally failed at saying this in a timely fashion, but thank you! I ADORE fumbling first times AND girl!Spencer, and I'm really glad to hear you liked it!

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Date: 2008-05-25 08:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rossetti.livejournal.com
This is all kinds of brilliant and awesome and YES.

ETA - I didn't mean to comment with the same icon! We probably got it in the same place. Clearly, we both have good taste.
Edited Date: 2008-05-25 08:44 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2008-05-27 08:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untappedbeauty.livejournal.com
Oh, thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it! I have a real soft spot for girl!Spencer and am fascinated with how she could fit with Ryan.

And hee! It's, uh, actually an icon I made, so we definitely got it in the same place. :) Not gonna lie, I get really happy when people like 'em enough to use 'em.