I'm the latest, but I figured I should put this here so I can tag it!

[livejournal.com profile] arsenicjade and I posted new fic last weekend! Our epic Ryan/Spencer AU of complete self-indulgence known as Like the Tide is here!

I have some author notes over there, but I wanted to say here that it was an awesome time, writing with Arsenic. It took a long time, and I got overwhelmed by the sheer scope of it at times, but Arsenic is so damn amazing to write with that I don't even know how to describe it. She basically carried me along a lot of the time, because I've never been the type who's good at committing myself to something so big, who's good at following through and keeping up my energy. But she DID, and she did everything she could to help me do the same, and I love her for that and for many other reasons.

Also, I already thanked [livejournal.com profile] slowlikewine for her beta, but she really does deserve extra thanks. She helped me tone it down when it needed to be toned down, and told me what worked for her so I could apply that knowledge to the whole fic while I was editing. The people who have mentioned that the styles match well, that's thanks a lot to her.

In conclusion: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Yeah, It's a Lot
Jon/Brendon, NC-17 for graphic sex, 2,300 words
Contains: Overstimulation, a bit of crying, dirty talk, a little hair-pulling, and use of the word "stop" that is immediately honored.

Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] boweryd for the awesome and speedy beta. You're pretty much the best ever for any and all porn input!

Brendon's whole body goes taut and he cries out, 'Ah!' subsiding into sweeter, smaller sounds that are edged with something like distress. )
The last of the ficlet requests, for [livejournal.com profile] airgiodslv: Bottom!Jon!!! Yeah, she won the drawing on this one and got an actual full-blown PWP...though it does get a little mushy near the end. ARE MY PREFERENCES SHOWING?


Ready For More
Ryan/Jon, NC-17, ~2,500 words
Ryan's never been one to focus especially on the visuals of sex. He likes the feel, of course, the smell of sweat and come, doesn't even mind the salty flavor of both on his tongue. But he loves, loves the sounds. )
A while back, I asked for prompts. I already posted [livejournal.com profile] rossetti's request for stoned/morning sex Spencer/Ryan here, and [livejournal.com profile] airgiodslv's prompt is gonna get its own post, too, in just a minute, because it's porny and longer. So the common theme here is this: Ask for porn, and apparently you get at least 1,000 words because I'm easy like that. Ask for something fluffy and you get a couple hundred of ridiculous words in which nothing really happens. Uh, sorry for my biases? (I really like writing porn, whoops!)

SO. Little ficlets behind the cuts!

For saba1789: Bob/Spencer, chocolate )


For um_nosrsly: Bob, Amy Winehouse and blushing )


For ficsoreal: Ryan/Spencer, headbands )


For sparklewitch: Brendon/Spencer, belt buckle )
Not so very long ago, I did that meme where people could ask questions about my fic, and I wrote up the answers here. A couple were just short little blurbs, but I went into more detail on a few of them that some might want to read. )


Then [livejournal.com profile] disarm_d had to go and ask about the first time Spencer fucked Brendon in We Started From. And I simply could not answer that question without a lot of detail, so the answer is behind the cut, in the form of a sort-of outtake PWP. If you're not familiar with We Started From, then the whole first part probably won't make a whole hell of a lot of sense.


At The Same Time, In Another Room
Spencer/Brendon, NC-17, ~4,800 words
Spencer lifts his other hand and cups it behind Brendon's neck, turning Brendon toward him and tugging him close. )
Look, it's a ficlet! Written for [livejournal.com profile] rossetti! I asked for prompts last week, and she wanted "ryan/spencer (SHOCK), morning sex or stoned sex. OR BOTH." I gave it a go!


Just Like an Infomercial
Spencer/Ryan, NC-17, ~1400 words
In which Spencer and Ryan have sex. On a bed. I hear those are nice for having sex on. )
I am fully aware that this is completely ridiculous and might possibly squick some, but it seemed like a really good idea when I was trying to fall asleep at 5:30 this morning, enough so that I turned my laptop back on to write it before I went to bed. For [livejournal.com profile] zarah5's boys helping each other dress meme.

*hands*

Herein lies ridiculousness in the form of ~1100 words of Jon/Ryan )
I swear, you make ONE innocent comment about the size of Spencer Smith's feet, and suddenly you're talking about Spencer getting dosed with sex pollen and getting it on with Brendon ALL THE TIME.

Then, before you know it, you're actually writing it and end up with 25,000 words of mostly porn with [livejournal.com profile] disarm_d.

So yeah, fic happened. And it's really self-indulgent and was ridiculously fun to write, and I think Laura is even awesomer than I already thought she was. ♥
And now for my contribution to the glut of post-holiday fic. I'm kind of hoping this is the longest fic title I ever come up with, because we're veering into the ridiculous here.


My Memory's Not What It Used To Be (But I Like The Idea Of You And Me)
Ryan/Gabe, NC-17
~10,000 words

Note: Definitely an AU, in which events and people have been shifted through time and space, just a little bit. Ryan Ross never contacted Pete Wentz online and, consequently, Pete never gave Panic! a record deal. Also in this world, Midtown ended without Cobra Starship forming.

Thanks ever so to [livejournal.com profile] sparklewitch for the beta and for putting up with my whining more than anyone on earth deserves.

Written for [livejournal.com profile] dreamofthem, who utterly WINS for wanting more Gabe fic. I hope it happens. For both of us. :)

Oh, yeah, and now would be a good time to suspend your disbelief. )

Want more Gabe/Ryan? Check out the awesome fic [livejournal.com profile] dreamofthem wrote for me! There's Ryan/Gabe post-VMAs, and a Panic! pile of wonder and joy!
You know what I want right now? Fic where Spencer's always been a girl, and she and Ryan still grew up best friends, and their friendship would still be basically the same as I usually imagine it was.

Only, there would be prom and first-time sex that is strangely more detailed than the rest of my scenario, hmmm. )



So yeah, apparently that's what comes out when I sit down to work on challenge/exchange fic. Way to be productive in a completely non-productive way, self!
So this is pure, unmitigated smut. But it's the first thing I've been able to finish in something like two or three weeks, so I don't care!

Written as a very belated ficlet-request response for [livejournal.com profile] sateenmusta, who wanted Brendon/Ryan rimming. Hope this serves. Um, NC-17, obviously.

If he's perfectly honest, Brendon knows he doesn't do this because he's all that into the act itself. He does it because Ryan is. )
Hey, guys! Remember me talking about [livejournal.com profile] audreysrev's Kink Meme yesterday? I intended to write a few short snippets for it, but then this kind of got away from me. SO.

Here! Have 2,200~ words of Ryan/Spencer(/Brendon) with voyeurism, exhibitionism, barebacking, rough sex, finger-fucking, masturbation and begging. \o/

Ryan isn't a slut. )


BTW, this is totally the filthiest thing I've ever written and definitely not for young eyes. So if you are under the age where it's okay to read it, please go away.
So last month [livejournal.com profile] disarm_d posted these really awesome pornothon prompts, and I saw the very first one (Pairing: any Panic!, Scenario: listening to each other jerk off in bunks) and had a flash of brilliance! Wouldn't it be awesome, I thought, if Brendon decided they should have a designated jerking-off time once they got a bus? And then they would hear each other making all these hot sounds, and they would get all turned on EVEN MORE and sex would happen! It would be great!

Then Ryan Ross got ahold of my POV and fucked that idea all to hell. He decided that instead of awesomeness and greatness, there would be angst and misunderstandings. But eventually sex! So that's good at least. But if you're reading and start out thinking it's going to be lighthearted and fun until it suddenly takes a turn for the not-so-much, blame Ryan Ross. God knows I do.

Many, many thanks go to [livejournal.com profile] sparklewitch, who listened to me whine more than any human being deserves and read and re-read and re-read while this took shape. Without her, this fic would possibly never have been finished, and I certainly wouldn't be as happy with it. Niki, thank you so much for helping me find where this fic needed to go. Thanks also to [livejournal.com profile] girlintheband and [livejournal.com profile] darksylvia for gamely taking on the task of beta'ing when I said, "Hey, you know that 8,000-9,000 word fic you said you'd take a look at? Um...It sort of grew." You guys made this a better fic, and I'm so grateful for it! ♥


We Started From
Panic! at the Disco GSF -- Ryan/Jon/Brendon/Spencer, with various leadup permutations
NC-17
~20,000 words

Notes: Takes place during the Truckstops and Statelines tour on an alternate timeline. That is to say, this doesn't precisely follow canon, and I'm aware of that. Also, if pretending the girlfriends never existed isn't cool with you, I'm sorry. They're not here.
Warning: Um, spoiler for The Usual Suspects? If that matters to you.


Brendon's breath catches on a ragged inhale, and Ryan realizes that is what Brendon sounds like when he comes. Ryan was so, so wrong when he told Brendon he didn't want to hear him jerking off. )
I'm late getting this to you, [livejournal.com profile] sockich, but that does not in any way diminish the fact that you're one of my absolute favorite people I've ever "met" on LJ. You're sweet and funny and awesomely nice, and I love it every time I see you post. You and your fannish enthusiasm are among the things that make fandom a fun place to be. ♥ to infinity

So now, I give you fic! It's Spencer/Brendon, which I hope is to your liking, and porny, which I also hope is to your liking. Happy Birthday, sweetie!

Spencer's almost positive this is Pete's fault. )





ETA: I know there are a lot of graphically talented Photoshop masters on LJ, a few of whom are on my flist, even. [livejournal.com profile] mlyn posted on her journal about what might be a great working opportunity for one of you! Y'all should check it out.
Started: 2 months ago.
Porn muse finally visited: Yesterday.

Done and DONE. These two took way too motherfucking long to jump each other's bones. (I just managed to use to, two and too all in one sentence!) Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sparklewitch for listening to me whine (as ever) and the readthrough. ♥

This, by the way, is the first fic I've finished that is NOT for any kind of challenge/prompt in 3 years and 8 months. Behold, the power of bandom.



Something Like a Mystery
FOB/MCR xover, Patrick/Gerard, NC-17
Set during Warped 2005
~3,900 words

The first time Patrick is ever alone in a room with Gerard Way, he ends up pressed down into a couch while Gerard pushes up Patrick's shirt and strokes his hip, licking his way into Patrick's mouth. )
So. I seem to have actually finished my fic for [livejournal.com profile] svmadelyn's kink & cliche challenge. It's Panic! at the Disco RPS, and my prompt was magical themes. I gave a certain someone a special power/skill and played rather fast and loose with Brendon. Poor boy. I'm sure that in real life he's not entirely like a 5-year-old who lost his Ritalin.

Thanks go to [livejournal.com profile] sparklewitch for listening to me whine and helping me brainstorm and all that stuff.


Panic! at the Disco
PG-13 (for language)
Brendon/Ryan, Spencer/Jon, perhaps a touch of Jon/Brendon
Like A Magic 8 Ball, But You Can Only Ask One Question )