I just flailed ha ha ha (sorry this is my new journal lol same person) heeeee yes they would be just gah they'd burn your fucking eyes out *can see it in her brain* I mean Ryan, head thrown back, crying out, Spencer holding him to him, eyes half lidded but always there, watching him, because Spencer can never ever look away, can never one hundred percent believe that this is his, that he is allowed to share these moments with such a truly beautiful human being