There's just so much that can be done with that sort of thing. And the way it almost forces a person to deal with responsibility in relationships, and how that knowledge, on either end, affects things. So much fun.
I really wish I were better at seeing the possibility for the sweet and the good outcome with that dynamic. I've gotten better at it, but my weakness is for the painful. Less so with this fandom, they've broken me for a lot of things. Maybe it's the RPS thing. I'm so used to fiction fandoms. But these boys, I just want to see things work out for them. In the end. They can give me as much pain as they want along the way.
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Date: 2007-11-13 03:31 am (UTC)I really wish I were better at seeing the possibility for the sweet and the good outcome with that dynamic. I've gotten better at it, but my weakness is for the painful. Less so with this fandom, they've broken me for a lot of things. Maybe it's the RPS thing. I'm so used to fiction fandoms. But these boys, I just want to see things work out for them. In the end. They can give me as much pain as they want along the way.